When I started this blog, I did it to share information about chinchillas. At that time, I bred and sold chinchillas as a hobby. My full time job was an RN in a small obstetrics, gynecology and nursery unit. My other full time “job” was as a wife and mother of 3 boys, all still at home. We owned our home and spent much time remodeling it.
My world has vastly changed since then.
This person who once seemed to have it all together, has fallen apart at the seams!
I have attempted to blog about my unraveling in previous posts. Some posts I deleted! Some posts I altered with the more personal information edited out! Some posts, I have just eluded to “things” without putting anything too personal out there. I had often wished that I had started this blog under a pseudo name. Then, I could blog freely … just let it all hang out! To my knowledge, the only person who has found me online is my brother. If I am wrong, please speak up & let me know you are here!
If you have made it this far, I applaud you! I do have a point in here somewhere!
I wondered across a site … http://theheirtoblair.com/ “Blair” does not need my shout out. She says she has something like 7000 to 11000 visitors each day! But, I loved her site because she speaks openly, candidly & makes no apologies for that! Her thoughts seem to be that if she can speak freely about one subject that pertains to her life and end up connecting with and helping someone else in the process, that makes her “confessions easier to swallow” for herself! That is exactly how I felt when I would write a really personal post, but I would delete it and return to the safety of my hidden world. So, where do I go from here? Not really sure! But, I do feel inspired to be more honest with myself and more open to sharing me with the world. Sure, my way won’t be as interesting as “Blairs.” But, we all have to start somewhere, right?!?